Saturday, September 17, 2016

In the Name of Allah, The Most Grateful...


Alhamdulillah...The God of Universe..

5 years is something..A lot of things happened, yet hope that Allah will always keep us on His right path..till the last breath.

In last post, I'm preparing myself for MASTER PROGRAMME in my beloved field..Orthopaedic.

Allah, He is realy The Most Grateful, has smoothen the journey...n now I'm preparing myself for Convo Ceremony next month, InsyaAllah.


But, believe me...to reach here, ..realy painful..but dun give up, be patience

Thank You Allah, for always help and support me through this journey. 

May Allah bless us all.


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Transformer

Hepi Eid...

Long silence.Sometimes we have to accept that we are incapable to do everything in this life.Allah created us with limitations.None is perfect except Him.

Being a 'transformer'.It is not easy to change to a new person with new environment.That news even though it comes like a thunder,IMAN acts as a guard,protecting emotions to keep in appropriate manner.

I do love orthopaedic very much, yet Allah wants to grant me more than that.Being as surgical medical officer in HKK has sharpened up my knowledge and skills.Supervised under a good, dedicated surgeon is a great chance.I do really appreciate the knowledge Allah has given to me throughout my attachment here.Until now...I do not know when I can turn back to my beloved orthopaedic posting.He knows.

I'm applying master in orthopaedic.Hopefully the path is smooth.

Altogether fasting 6 syawal.

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Friday, June 17, 2011

The Great Physician

Welcome to the Great Physician's
Office hours are as you come,
He's a specialist in all problems
And His day is never done.

He can heal a heart that's broken
He can mend the spirit too,
No matter what your ailment
He does have the cure for you.

His fee for service never alters
He serves rich and poor as well,
He's our one chance for salvation
He alone saves us from Hell.

There's no fee for services rendered
All He asks is we believe.
and do as He has commanded us
And His blessings we will receive.

Do you have a special problem
That is troubling you this hour?
Then just simply turn to Him
You can find no greater power.

Don't delay in seeking treatment
Please my friend don't hesitate,
For His office is soon closing
And He'll shut and lock the gate.

I wouldn't want for you to suffer
While the doctor's so close by,
Your whole life will be much better
If the physician you will try.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

MVA in Kuala Krai

Subhanallah...

2 days ago was my worst oncall since i'd been working in Hosp Kuala Krai.Five victims were referred to me on the same time.All those patients got open fracture.Upper limbs, lower limbs both we handled.Thanks to Allah they were all stable.

It was around 4 am in the morning while I was just rest my body on bed after doing debridement of one patient who had been assaulted on his leg.Pity to my houseman, he had to sacrifice all his 24 hours on that day to patients.May Allah bless you.

We managed to settle down everything until Subuh Azan was heard.Because of too tired, I slept for a while with my arms landed over the emergency table.My eyes were closed until I heard MA Razman's voice.He came to offer help doing the backslab.Oh...thanks a lot MA Razman.

Now...Alhamdulillah,I'm happy playing with my niece here.Weekend is a gift.


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Sunday, May 15, 2011

Sharing is caring

I have just came across a letter from public which has been published in Berita Harian recently.At least he/she has some values of empathy towards us, as a medical officer.

We..have been trained to be tough.As tough as a soldier, perhaps.Until we have no time to convey a letter to ministry, telling that we are tired, we have less time to sleep like other people, we got small little time with spouse and kids.We say nothing, we just do it.

And today, people outside start looking at us.They feel sympathy.They know we are really tired to work for 35 hours non stop.It happens sometimes, we involved in motorvehicle accident during driving 'postcall', just because we are sleepy.But we just keep quiet.

We have been trained that way, and somehow we accept it.When somebody share their feeling with us, we certainly appreciate it very much.Thanks a lot, brothers and sisters for your empathy and concern.....may He bless you.

SHARING IS CARING.

Friday, April 8, 2011

PryME

All praise to Allah..Alhamdulillah.

The only word that I could utter after attending Practical Rheumatology Made Easy Workshop at Renaissance Hotel today.Thank you Allah for giving me chance to upgrade my knowledge regarding joint disease, and their latest practice guidelines in Malaysia.

The programme started at 9 am and finished around 6pm involving 4 speakers who are all physician consultant in rheumatology.Thanks a lot Dr Asmahan, Dr Ainon, Dr Asmah and Dr Haselynn for your fantastic presentation.Now I feel more confident in managing [patient with gouty athritis, rheumatoid athritis, osteoathritis and SLE.Hopefully it will do better to our patients.

# There has been a new criteria to diagnose patient with rheumatoid athritis.Please do search for American Rheumatism (ACR), revised 2010


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Friday, April 1, 2011

Mushrooming medical schools

Malaysia, a country with about 26 million inhabitants, boasts of 24 medical schools now.

Just a few years ago, the number was less than 10. In fact, when my eldest son entered medical school 10 years back, I could count the medical schools with my fingers. Now even with my toes and my fingers, I can no longer. Some of the names are so new that I, as a doctor, did not even know they existed until I did some research for this article.

The list is below:
Public universities:

* University of Malaya, Faculty of Medicine
* Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, Faculty of Medicine
* Universiti Sains Malaysia, School of Medical Sciences
* Universiti Putra Malaysia, Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences
* Universiti Malaysia Sabah, School of Medicine
* Universiti Malaysia Sarawak, Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences
* International Islamic University Malaysia, Kulliyyah of Medicine
* Universiti Teknologi Mara, Faculty of Medicine
* Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia, Faculty of Medicine & Health Sciences
* Universiti Darul Iman, Faculty of Medicine

Private Universities and Colleges

* UCSI University, Faculty of Medical Sciences — School of Medicine
* Monash University Malaysia, School of Medicine and Health Sciences
* International Medical University, Faculty of Medicine
* AIMST University, Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences
* Allianze College Of Medical Sciences, Faculty of Medicine
* Management and Science University, Faculty of Medicine
* Cyberjaya University College of Medical Sciences, Faculty of Medicine
* Royal College of Medicine Perak, School of Medicine
* Melaka Manipal Medical College, School of Medicine
* Penang Medical College, School of Medicine
* MAHSA University College, Faculty of Medicine
* Newcastle University Medicine Malaysia (NuMED)
* Taylor’s University College, School of Medicine
* Utar

These are the medical schools in Malaysia. These schools, when fully functional, will produce about 4,000 doctors a year. There will be thousands more Malaysian doctors being produced overseas, since many Malaysians are studying medicine in the UK, Australia, New Zealand, India, Indonesia, Russia, Taiwan and even Ukraine.

The sudden mushrooming of medical schools is apparently due to shortages of doctors in the public sectors. This is because most doctors in government service resign after their compulsory services and opt for the supposedly greener pasture in the private sector.

In most other countries, the logical thing to do to counter this brain drain of doctors to the private sector is to find out why doctors are resigning from government service, and then try to address the woes of the doctors, and hopefully, keep them in service. I call this common logic.

The Malaysian solution, like in many other instances, does not take common logic into account but rather uses the sledgehammer approach. After all, we do have Malaysian logic, which is different from common logic practised in most other countries. For example, if we cannot have spacecraft of our own, we can still produce astronauts by sending Malaysians into space, hitchhiking on other countries’ spacecraft.

In most other countries, the common logic will be to try to improve the working conditions in public sector so that doctors will stay back. But Malaysian logic is sledgehammer logic, and is very different.

If the doctors do not want to stay in government service, then Malaysia shall flood the market with doctors, so goes the Malaysian logic. Never mind that setting up of medical schools and training doctors are expensive businesses. We have petroleum and huge amount of development funds.

By building more buildings and buying expensive medical equipment to equip these medical schools, billions will have to be spent and, of course, in the Malaysian context, everyone will be happy, down from the planners, the contractors, the parents and all others involved, since the perception is that projects in Malaysia inevitably will have some leakages and wastages, and many people are very happy with these leakages and wastages.

Never mind that we may have the hardware but we may not have enough qualified people to man these medical schools.

The Malaysian logic seems to be like this: If enough doctors are produced, the market will be saturated with doctors, and thus, doctors will have nowhere to go but to stay in government service.

Well, the people may be clapping hands and rejoicing that, with more doctors than are needed, medical costs will come down.

Unfortunately, things do not function like this in medical education. Experience in some countries tells us that some doctors in private practice, when faced with too few patients, will charge higher and do more investigations, some of which may not be needed. So instead of medical cost going down, it will go up.

In any advanced nation, the setting up of a medical school requires a lot of planning and is not done on an ad hoc basis. Planning must include where to source for experienced and qualified teachers; where to build new or source for existing teaching hospitals, which are big enough for the placement of these medical students to do training.

Planning such as facilities, equipment, classrooms, curriculum. In the west, it takes many years of training for a medical school to be set up; whereas in Malaysia, we see more than 10 in the last five years.

In Malaysia, due to the sudden “exponential” increase in medical schools, we have medical schools pinching staff from each other, even the mediocre ones. With that number of qualified teachers only, it is unavoidable that many teachers may not have the experience and qualification to be medical lecturers.

The early birds (medical schools) are more fortunate. Their students are placed in bigger hospitals like the General Hospitals of Kuala Lumpur or Penang. Now, some of the medical schools just opened have to send their students to smaller district hospitals to do their training. The smaller hospitals are often manned by more junior doctors who are not qualified to be medical teachers, and these hospitals have only very basic facilities and equipment.

This is just the beginning of the problems. For a doctor, graduating from a medical school is the beginning of a life long journey, and the basic medical degree is more like a license to start to really learn how to manage and treat patients.

The most important year after a doctor graduates is the houseman-ship. If a doctor does not have proper houseman training, then he would face a lot of problems later on. He or she may know all the medical knowledge in the world (just for argument’s sake, since knowledge of medicine is so vast that no one can know everything), but without the proper houseman training, he or she will not get the hand-on experience so crucial and important to doctors.

A doctor without proper houseman training is not unlike a person who has only ever raced in arcade games, suddenly being asked to race in a real life race. He would not have the hands on experience to do well. A doctor without proper houseman training would be like a person given a license to kill, and a disaster waiting to happen.

Now, with 4,000 doctors being produced in a year, where do we find so many houseman positions for these young doctors?

Even now, with some of the medical schools just starting and not yet producing doctors, and the number of doctors being produced is much less than the 4,000, the wards in some of the bigger hospitals are filled with so many housemen that, in some wards, there are not enough patients for these housemen to learn management skills.

About a year back, I was told, in HKL some of the units have more than 20 housemen. Recently one doctor told me that in some units, it may have even more than that. I was aghast. Since with that many housemen in a single unit, and so few senior officers to guide them and so few patients for them to learn from, how are they going to learn the skill of doctoring?

When there is not enough training for these housemen, what do you think our policy planners do? In the typical Malaysian style, they increase the length of houseman-ship from a year to 2, hoping that the longer time will help to give better exposure to these doctors.

Compared to Australia, New Zealand, and United Kingdom, houseman-ship is still one year only. By increasing the length of the houseman-ship, it is a tacit admission that our one-year houseman training is not as good as the above mentioned countries.

A poorly trained houseman will become a mediocre medical officer, and since now most of the specialists are trained internally, it will be a matter of time before future specialists may not be as well trained as presently.

Many parents do not know about the actual situation and still encourage their children to take up medicine. They are not told of the actual situation. The day will come when there are simply so many doctors that none are adequately trained. There will come a day when a doctor graduating from a medical school cannot even be placed in a houseman position.

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# never ending story, I do realize it,and I pray to Allah may He protects me from doing harm to my patients.Hopefully, I'll grow up as a safe doctor,doing the best for my ummah !

Friday, March 4, 2011

Transferring Tendon..

Alhamdulillah...All praise to Allah.

It has been scheduled.InsyaAllah tomorrow morning I'll be joining my boss elective operation.Just finishing doing pre-op round today.One of the patient is a young lady with the congenital Erb's palsy.She is planned for right wrist tendon transfer KIV wrist fusion.


" who will join the OT tomorrow ? " Mr zairuddin, my ward specialist asked.

" Me, Mr zai.."

"..so you should have a look and read about tendon transfer " He encouraged while smiling.

Alhamdulillah...I just read about Principles of tendon transfer described by Roger Dee.Basically, there are 5 principles which have been outlined by Mayer, Steindler, Bunnell and Boyers.

Before that, what does it means by tendon transfer?

It is defined as " procedure in which the tendon of insertion or of origin of the functioning muscle is mobilized, detached, or divided, and reinserted into a bony part or into another tendon to supplement or substitute for the action of the recipient tendon "

Principles of Tendon Transfer

1. Correction of contractures

The joints must be freely movable, because a transferred tendon unit cannot overcome a fixed joint contracture.the skin and soft tissue must be supple and free of scarring.

2. Adequate power in the transfer

The muscle must be strong enough to perform the desired function.Thus, only muscles rated 4+, 5 or better should be considered acceptable donor.

3. Sufficient amplitude in the Transfer

The amplitude is a function of muscle sarcomere length.One should choose a donor with more than adequate amplitude for the desired function.The work capacity of a muscle is determined by the product of its power and amplitude.

4. Satisfactory Line of pull

The best course for a tendon transfer is a straigt line of pull througgh unscarred soft tissue.Each turn or bend in the transferred tendon can set up a point of friction, causing loss of effective power and amplitude.

5. Functional integrity

The transferred tendon cannot be expected to perform more than one function or to have separate amplitudes for different motions.The transferred muscle tendon unit must be expendable.For example, if both the FCR and FCU tendons are tranferred to the dorsum of the hand and wrist, active wrist flexion will be lost !


Hopefully we can learn something and may the operation tomorrow will be successful.May Allah bless.

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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Breaking bad news

Alhamdulillah, yesterday we managed to handle 21 cases, 15 of them had been admitted.Sounds interesting, right ? :-)

Never regret for not having much time for sleep.In fact, we should be thankful, because not all people are given chance to 'open their eyes at 3 am !'Think the other way....

Last night we're doing call with Mr Aaron.Just after finishing round for new cases in ward, one of the staff nurse called up Mr Aaron,

" Mr Aaron,that son of patient bed 11 wants to know the progression of his father, could you tell him something..."

It was just 2 days I missed ward round, yet so much had been done.He came because of buttock pain and that caused him to mainly lie on bed, not much ambulating due to pain.At the same time, he got mass on his buttock.

Initial X-ray showed large lytic lesion over the pelvic bone as well as presence of mass at perihilar region of the lung.Suprisingly, he denied respiratory symptoms.Trucut biopsy of the mass had been performed, but the results not really conclusive..until then CT scan done and reported as possibility of lung cancer with metastasis to the liver and bone.

hem...I was quite surprised last night, because he was too healthy to have that cancer.But The Powerful Allah can do anything...

To break the bad news, was challenging.I do remember Mr Anwar says, be like a human, don't let yourself turn to be like a robot, doing works without sense of humanity.I realize it often, sometimes we just work and work, went out at 7am, came back at 6pm everyday the same.We sometimes forget that we have deep heart to express our sympathy, concerns and loves to other people surrounding.We are not robot, robot has got no HEART.We are human....

Mr Aaron had done it very well.He broke the news, like a human, in other words, he tried to put himself in other people situation.The son able to accept, even though I could see the tears.

We came from Allah, and to Him will we back.





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Thursday, January 13, 2011

See you again, Penang

Alhamdulillah, at last....

Now i'm preparing myself for next CME ( continous medical education )for a topic on osteoporosis.Guess where am i now?

At last, I managed to complete my Orthopaedic Trauma Course 2011 in Penang.A 4-days course held at Hospital Pulau Pinang was really informative.Here we're dealing with cadavers, saw bones and 'new born' instruments to enhance our skills and knowledge in orthopaedic trauma surgery.To be honest, at first the programme quite tiring, but eventually I could get used to it.

Three of us, including Dr Anuar and Dr Arif stayed in Tune Hotels which was located just a few kms from the hospital.Alhamdulillah, facilities provided were almost complete.We did not need to be hurry most of the time since the traffic was not so busy in the morning.We could reach hospital roughly within only 10 minutes.

Hem...knowledge need to be shared.I pray to Allah, may He gives me chances to convey all the messages here to other people.Hopefully, I could be a better junior orthopaedic surgeon, for a better service towards society.The most important, a better servant for Him.

See you again, Penang.

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Thursday, December 2, 2010

Husband & Wife

I'm really touched....tears almost drop from my eyes.

She is a known case of cervical cancer stage III, and now it's already spread to her acetabulum.Because of massive disruption of hip joint, walking without pain is almost impossible.Yet, she seems to be strong enough.She even can give me smiles..and what really touched me is her husband always gives her full supports,motivations, helping her in ambulation.CINTA TANPA SYARAT.

Sadly, nothing much we can do for her.Main treatment now is palliative care, no more curative.The survival chance is poor.I pray to Allah, may He bless them two husband and wife, and unite them in paradise,insyaAllah.


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Friday, October 22, 2010

7th Asia Pasific Meeting

Praise to Allah.

A journey to Kuantan on last few days was really meaningful.Attending international course - 7th Asia Pasific on Diabetic Limb Problem Meeting at UIA auditorium has brought in confidence to myself.

Me, myself the only doctor accompanied by one sister and two nurses were the representatives of wound team of HRPZII.The last minute plan ended up with a journey by bus.Never mind..as long as we reached there safely,it was good .Being in the new place, was quite challenging.It was hard to find proper comfortable room to stay in.Most of the rooms were already booked..preserved.We didn't expect that actually.Alhamdulillah, at last we got one.Shahzan Inn.RM 140 per night worth it enough.

Many speakers were invited.All of them were really expert in dealing with diabetic foot.We have those from Hong Kong, Australia, India, Singapore and Indonesia professors delivering a very fantastic presentation.The utmost attractive part was the workshop where we could learn directly from real life and situation, how to handle each patient with problematic diabetic limb including assessment of wound and the best choice of dressing need to be offered.

And now HONEY is officially approved internationally as one of the best material that can be used to manage diabetic foot.What Allah says, definitely TRUE !

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Saturday, September 4, 2010

Man or Woman

"Assalamu'alaikum Doctor, I'm Dr Redza, would like to refer to you one case of Brachial Plexus injury " She..actually he is........

" oh ya...sure.You may send him now."

That was the conversation between me and one of the medical officer in district hospital last week.When I heard the word 'brachial plexus injury' , I know already that I'll encounter an interesting and rare case for that day.Hmm...Alhamdulillah Allah wants to teach me something.

2 hours later, I got a call from A&E.

" Dr Hidayah, patient with brachial plexus injury already arrived here.Are you going to see him at casualty ? "

" yah...I'll go down now.Thank you."

At first glance, I thought the patient was a female, but suprisingly the name written in the card belonged to a male...ya it got bin, not binti.Huh..realy, it challenged me already.Now in my mind, suspicion came the first.

His neck was kept in left lateral position.He said he it was very painful to move his neck towards normal.He was unable to move his left upper limb and the sensation lost.Basically the neurology involved was from C5 to T1.

It sounds like he realy got some injury towards brachial plexus.Maybe the high velocity accident strecthed the nerve root which result with loss of motor and sensation around his unilateral upper limb.I need to consult bos now...

" Mr Aaron...Hidayah here,I need your opinion.Would like to show you a patient who suspected to have brachial plexus injury "

Mr Aaron is a very nice orthopaedic speacialist.He is generous and kind, always willing to help..and most of the time when we see him, he gives us smiles.

" well..Hidayah.I don't think he injured his brachial plexus.I think more of psychological.You see...when I passively flex his elbow, he actually can resist me.But never mind we'll see him again in 2 weeks time, see how he progress."

Hmm...my suspicion turned to be true anyway.Quite a number of patient have psycogenic component in their complaints.But as a doctor, we try not to put that as the first diagnosis.In this case, the apperance of a patient may give us a lot of clues,how a man could have lipstick on his lips, and he definitely was wearing a female cloth !

Subhanallah...




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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Fasting month

Beutiful Ramadhan.

Are you still nil by mouth ? your operation need to be delayed,sorry for that.

"No, Doctor.I just finished my last slice of bread just now."

OH...I thought you're still fasting, ya...in this beutiful Ramadhan.

"Doc...I feel like very ill today.I can't."

Ic.....


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Have a barokah day, uncle !

" ya doc, thanks a lot.

Uncle still fasting,right ?

" for sure doc, we're in ramadhan month.Either i will be called up for operation or not I'll still keep fasting "

Alhamdulillah....very good, uncle.Keep it.

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Two different occasions with two different patients that I encountered.Taking things for granted, sometimes we don't realize.Ya Allah....please do bless us.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Nice Experience

Last week was so wonderful.Alhamdulillah...Allah gives me chance to operate plating of femur for my first experience under senior guidance, Dr Anuar Ramadhan.Learning process needs hard work, patience and motivation.Belief to yourself, be confident insyaAllah He will lead you throughout the way.

To plate a femur, for a thin young man, usually not so difficult.We may begin with place our patient in lateral position, putting the fractured limb at the uppermost on the operation table.Locate his greater trochanter, and move superiorly to find tip of it.Then incise the skin in line with that mark, only do at the area that need to be exposed.The first that you will see after subcutaneous tissue is tensor facsia lata.Do another incision to this fascia until you find vastus lateralis muscle lying beneath.Split this musle by blunt incision until reach the bone.Once femur identified, use retractors to lift up the bone.Then you may now begin plating !

Sounds easy, but be careful with perforater vessels around.Ligate or coagulate them to control bleeding.Like what Dr Anuar told me, to do open reduction is the most difficult part in this operation.Imagine the fractured site as a jingsaw puzzle, then try to fix the bone as complete as possible to replace it back to the normal alignment.Once able to reduce, maintain with bone holder.Select your plate size and start making holes for the screws.Before closing, make sure tighten all the screws first to reduce risk of implant failure.

Lots of energy needed, indeed.So prepare yourself fisrt before entering operation theathre ! All the best.

# Thanks a lot to Dr Anuar Ramadhan for your kindness and supports.May Allah bless you all the while and helps you to become a good excellent orthopaedic consultant one day, insyaAllah.

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Friday, July 16, 2010

Appreciate your limbs !

It is hard to meet a day without MVA ( motor vehicle accident ).So it is almost impossible for me now to do oncalls without case.Sometimes the numbers reached up to total 25 cases only in one day !

But, Alhamdulillah Allah gives me strength.I like orthopaedics.I like dealing with bones, muscles, fresh blood, and even maggots in diabetic foot !
Really, Allah is merciful.I learn many things in this posting.How I'm feel very lucky to have complete four limbs while certain other people have to sacrifice their leg.Human only appreciate things when that things lost...na'uzubillah.

Be careful my brothers and sisters.Drive safely.I've already seen many cases here, don't follow them.Please pray before you drive, and keep zikrullah while you're driving.When your limbs get fractured, then it will create problems.Think about people around you, your mum, father who realy concern and care about you.Don't burden their life because once you fractured, you need somebody to help you moving and that's the time they have to sacrifice themselves for you.At least...

Last week, a man around 60 years of age, underwent above knee amputation.Pity on him, he actually still in denial state.He could not accept that he will lost his limb untill his son managed to counsell him.When I was in the operation theatre room, Dr Zubir's initial plan was just wound debridement even in the consent written KIV AKA.At last we found that the infection was very bad and spreaded up to above knee then AKA was proceed.We did in spinal anaesthesia, so the man actually knew that we were operating him in the OT during that time.He kept asking for cold drinks even before we put him on the table and continue mumbling until the time we cut his left limb into two.Alhamdulillah...the operation was successful.

Knowledge is wonderful.It is.

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Saturday, June 19, 2010

AAA

People keep coming.My watch showed 2.15 o’clock am.It was so cold that night, my coat still could not bear it.The chills that flow through the whole body made me sometimes dveloped rigors.

It was the time I just was to close up my eyes for a little while, then my ears cought a sound that stopped me to go into sleep.A man, around 60 years old, medium built was being pushed on a bed into yellow zone.He kept screaming in pain, as if trying to tell others that he realy need help.

He looked restless.I couldn’t get the proper history if he continued to be like that.My senior medical officer then told me to give him injection of Tramal (pain killer ) first.Until then, I managed to find out what is actually the reason that brought this patient to the hospital in that middle of night.

He was a 59 years old man, chronic active smoker with no known medical illness before.The main complaint was abdominal pain and left lower limb pain and weakness.He described the abdominal pain as a generalised, and the limb pain radiated from the loin area down to the thigh and calf.He couldn’t move even a little of his left lower limb.He looked very ill,restless,realy in poor perfusion, but not pale. The abdomen was so distended, generalised guarding and the left lower limb was colder and dusky in colour.There was hardly pulse palpable even left femoral artery. My senior didn’t feel good with his condition then he was immediately transfer into red zone -for critical ill patient.

FAST done.The liver is floating ! fluid accumulated in the Mourison’s pouch and splenorenal area.Aorta measured, and the diameter measured 5 cm.Now, condition looked worsening.My senior started thinking about aortic aneurysm.Blood pressure remained normal.Suprisingly, hemoglobin count came out as much as 20 ! This certainly made us confused.If leaking aneurysm was all about, the count should not be as high as that, it should be the other way around.

At this level, we could hardly think more to come towards diagnosis.Without hesitatation, specialist was called on the spot.Presenting all the progress, the only thing that could explain was still possibility of aneurysm.The dilatation of the aorta might be already spreading down to the Iliac vessels and this could interrupt the blood flow to the lower limb, either affecting one limb or both.Thus, his left lower limb now was in danger ! The vascular surgeon need to be consulted at once, if not, he might loss his limb in just few hours.

He was then be referred to the HUSM for further evaluation, KIV for angiogram.During passing over at 8 o’clock am on the same day, he was still in red zone.My duty on that day almost finished.However I felt quite guilty to leave him with this current condition.But my eyes could hardly opened anymore.I have to...

People always coming...and people always leaving.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

'Per vaginal bleeding'

Subhanallah...Maha suci Allah dari segala sifat kekurangan.

Hari ini post-call.

Satu malam yang indah berlalu.Keindahan yang punya makna tersirat.Malam yang hening dan agak sunyi berbanding malam-malam oncall sebelumnya.Penyaman udara yang sejuk mahu sahaja membuatkan diri terasa beku.Pesakit yang datang mendapatkan rawatan bermula jam 10 malam mungkin tidak sampai 50 orang.Bolehlah melelapkan mata buat seketika.

Lebih kurang jam 3 pagi, muncul seorang wanita ditolak dengan kerusi roda masuk ke zon kuning.saat beliau ditolak ke katil hujung , hati sudah dapat mengagak " tentu kes 'abortion' ".

Umurnya masih muda,tubuhnya juga kelihatan bertenaga.

" Akak kandungan ke berapa ini ya ? " soal ummu.

" kedua....akak tak ingat tarikh akhir haid ( last menstrual period ), jadi akak tak berapa pasti kandungan ini berapa minggu " balasnya.

" akak datang sebab pendarahan ya ? " soalan-soalan terus ditanya untuk mengetahui diagnosa pesakit.


" ya...hampir separuh kain sarung basah dengan darah,ada juga sakit perut sikit-sikit.Saya gugur ya doktor? " tanyanya penuh raut kerisauan.Dahinya sedikit berkerut.

" belum pasti lagi ya kak, kita scan dulu dan kita cek jalan ya ".Moga jawapan ummu boleh memberi sedikit harapan padanya.

Sewaktu perutnya discan dengan mesin ultrasound, ummu dah boleh mengagak beliau kemungkinan besar telah mengalami keguguran.Nadi jantung bayinya sudah tidak kelihatan.kantungnya juga sudah nampak abnormal.pemeriksaan diteruskan dengan memeriksa 'vagina.

" staff nurse tolong suluh lampu ya."

Saat ummu melakukan ujian 'perspeculum' ke atasnya, kelihatan fetus (bayi)sebesar jari kelingking keluar melalui speculum bersama darah merah.Justeru sahlah beliau telah gugur.kemudian terdengar staff nurse bersuara;

" doktor...itu apa? dia twin la...aha,betul.Tu..ada sorang lagi keluar "

Terkejut juga ummu .Disangka hanya seorang, single pregnancy, rupa-rupanya Allah mengujinya dengan dua janin.Subhanallah, kasihan melihatnya.Mujurlah ibunya tidak apa-apa bila melihat dua bayinya yang sudah cukup lengkap tangan dan kaki terkumpul dalam 'kidney dish' bersama darah.Tidak mengapa akak... Allah itu maha pemurah.Pohon lagi doa untuk zuriat akan datang.Umur masih muda.



Lihatlah betapa kerdilnya kita.Dulu kita hanya sebesar jari kelingking,kini Allah telah anugerakan tubuh badan yang sihat juga akal untuk berfikir.Amat tidak berhati perut kita jika perintaNya diabaikan,dan melakukan pula perkara-perkara yang mengundang kemurkaanNya.

Sedih hati ibu bila mengetahui anak keguguran...sedih lagi hati ummu saat merawat pesakit yang datang ke hospital kerana komplikasi menggugurkan anak secara sengaja tanpa ada apa-apa keuzuran syar'ie yang membenarkan 'pembunuhan' anak kecil dalam perutnya.Firman Allah s.w.t :

" Jangan sekali-kali kamu membunuh anak-anak kamu karana takutkan kemiskinan kerana kami yang memberi rezeki kepada mereka dan juga kepada kamu, sesungguhnya membunuh mereka adalah dosa kesalahan yang besar " { Al-Isra' : 31 }

Beranalah beramai-ramai kerana Nabi kita berbangga dan bergembira dengan jumlah ummatnya yang ramai di hari kiamat, seperti hadith riwayat Abu Dawud, Nasa'i dan Hakim ;

" Nikahilah perempuan yang mencintai lagi subur ( dengan nasab yang banyak melahirkan anak ) sebab aku bangga dengan banyaknya pengikut sebab kalian sebagai umat kelak di hari akhir "

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Muqaddimah

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah wahai pembaca budiman sekalian.

Setinggi-tinggi pujian untuk Allah kerana mengizinkan penubuhan rangkaian blog kedua ummu.Selawat dan salam atas junjungan besar rasulullah s.a.w serta para sahabat dan pengikut baginda sehingga hari kiamat.

Blog ini khusus diwujudkan untuk perbincangan dan perkongsian ilmu Allah di bidang perubatan dan kesihatan.Mengambil hikmah pengajaran dan perintah Allah untuk menyampaikan segala apa jua ilmuNya yang bermanfaat untuk disebar-sebarkan.Ummu doakan moga beroleh keberkatan.

Segala cadangan, perkongsian, pertanyaan yang bersangkut paut perihal 'Tibb' atau perubatan ini, ummu alu-alukan.Bersama kita selusuri khazanah Allah yang maha agung.Ma'rifatullah melalui keajaiban penciptaan manusia itu sendiri.

Selamat memeriahkan !